It’s so hard knowing all my friends stop liking one of my friends because she did one mistake….idk….”she cheated on her boyfriend” I mean….what she did was wrong and stupid…..

They call her names (slut.whore.hoe)….I just didn’t….I’ve told her it was fuck’d up what she did….

Maybe it’s not really my business who she’s dating or fucking with….she already knew what she was doing was wrong, most of the time she was in denial….so I have no reason… 

yet I’m still her friend because I still care for her…..

aghhhhhhh my head is going to explodeee

so much for the lack of trust and honesty

How about you start fking believing in me than what others have to say!

Go straight up to my face and tell me what that person said to you instead of just hiding over your damn shoulders….

No don’t get me wrong I’m not mad at rumors or what the person had to say about me!

It just pisses me off when you actually believe at someone who I hardly know and doesn’t know anything about me! 

purapura: Be glad you’re given a chance to live again..

Makoto: I guess….so

Purapura: you’ve told hiroka before, humans aren’t just comprised of a single color, but with many different ones…what our true colors are, what our own colors are, no one knows..progress colorfully and continue living colorfully

Please bear in mind there are many people supporting you. Also, don’t forget you’re support for others, as well.

So you have to continue living on in this world

Trust me I suffer so much ever since my childhood and lived with regret, sorrow… 

I’ve decided to change…..some people dont like change……actually change is really good…

Everyone has their excuse to suicide and murder because of their past……oh death you’re such an easy access….stop running away from your problems…..people will help and love you….

do you see me, murder? 

No because I don’t have a weak heart to kill or die!!!!

Murder’s end up loosing every bit of their soul…..lost creatures…

But do you see me kill anyone?!!

I must be insane in my mind but in my heart I’m strong! AND I HOPE, DREAM and I have WILL…the will to accomplish my hopes and dreams….I don’t have time to give up! LIFE IS TO SHORT!!!

Murder’s live in despair and become weak…..loose every touch of whats important….become selfish……..hate the world~ YEAH EVERYONE LETS FKING HATE THE WORLD!!!!!…..hurting your own kind is blind stupid..so tell me what are you accomplishing?

Those who love, aren’t weak at all…they manage to live full of happiness…..everyone should have the power of will and compassionate than becoming one, who is lost in this world…